when all comes
I am having a hard time this week. Yesterday's yec meeting was a scary one, each of us had to present our research, and actually I didn't do my homework. But I managed to slip through.

I didn't have lunch today, because after school, there was the science test straightaway, then the cooking thingy.Gastric pain, I was hungry at first and then I lost my appetite. My friend told miss koh that and she was like "huh?! what?! come come, I give you some biscuits and some milk." I took only the biscuits. I only realised that I was really famished when I was on my way home. I ate my dinner too quickly and now my stomach is hurting. ):

Escapist
I don't wanna face problems, because I am scared to.
I want everything to be okay.
May I choose to live in a world of happiness instead?

Damn, when can we complete everything? Can we produce the yec product in time? Can we complete the business plan?
I'd thought through everything just now, we are just dust in the wind; gone in the next moment.

Frankly speaking, I don't know what I am talking about now. But I am glad to have everything I've got now. Just a little stressed nowadays, I'll get over it.

Revolving
I just feel that something is not right, things in school are not right.
Problems just come, you find that you are suffocating, you are struggling free but still trapped there.

Saddened
We have been working on this yec project for weeks. We were told to think of a product, something which is useful and creative. Splited up into groups, and group 2-I'm in this, thought of a shoe protector. Actually it isn't something great as the teachers said that that already exists, but we could still work on it. We cracked our brains like mad, trying to figure out how we should make it easy for the users to put it on, the materials, etc. And we had to make a prototype out of it, for this, we used paper initially, to make the shoe and plastic bag to make the protector. This was expected- scoldings from a teacher. But she was right, what kind of work is this? Once again, we were told to reconsider the way of making it. And then this time, the real one. Arrgh, we bought a pair of toddler's shoes, and some plastic,etc. Well, in the end, we realised-how do we keep the protector from moving out of its place? .. Couldn't think of a way out then.

Yesterday, we had to submit the product by 5pm. So, we stayed back and complete it. One of our group members brought a pair of school shoes and then we bought a shower cap o.O That's the way out, we guessed. We put it onto the school shoe, and cut some holes here and there, that's it! Till today..

All the leaders had to meet the teacher, hmm.. all got scolded, not even one being let off.
We threw away our product. The trainee said that out of so many groups, ours is the hardest to make, either we think of ways to improve it or we let go.
Our time,money,efforts..

But the trainee and the teacher are right. Our group has to think of a product and start all over again. Will we be able to do a better job? Posters, drawings, product, business plan, everything starts over again. Aww..
Perseverance!