Not what I thought it to be
Everything isn't going smoothly.

Science test, geography test, math test-I'm not confident of scoring. I did spend time on them but it doesn't look good.

Literature test, I scored only 14/25. A disappointment!

Mid-year examinations are coming real soon, I've to work hard! I've to really thank my parents for not pressurizing me, I told them that my grades are falling but they encouraged and comforted me telling me that the efforts put in are more important.

Trying hard to get myself back onto the "study" track. Whatever it is, I must stay positive.

(:

I'll be left.
I'm so glad that it's going weekend again!
The only time I can get enough rest..

This isn't an enjoyable week, really. Alright, I won't go into details. (: Today received my geography result, I thought that I should share my joy with my mum. But as I wanted to tell her, she said" don't talk now, later, I am very busy." I felt so upset, undescribable. Then, I decided not to mention to her anything about the test anymore. But in the end, I did. Haa..

I've to complete the IPW and Geography project! Quite stressful actually. No pain no gain.
I've to start my revision.

(: Daydreaming..

The backup
DNT is almost over.
I slept at 3 plus today morning and woke up at 5.30 to get ready for school. I was rushing my Dnt homework, I started on it at around eight plus, I thought I might be able to complete it before twelve, but as I saw the minutes, then hours ticking away, I thought to myself" you don't have to rush anymore, because you might not even be able to sleep tonight." I could feel my eyelids getting heavier, but still I forced them opened.
Eleven, Twelve, One, Two..
My dad asked me several times" have you completed your homework?" Felt giddy and tired, felt like vomiting. I wanted to tell my parents but after a second thought, I decided not to because they would most probably say"go and sleep now! Health is more important." But saving the marks would be more important.
Finally, I completed everything. I used my hands to feel the softness of the bed, because I really missed it.
I fell asleep during Geography class today, if you observed, you would have seen me trying to exercise my arms, legs and body while sitting down to keep myself awake. I couldn't stand the tiredness..

If this is worth it, I don't mind. Even if it's not what I want, I would still treasure it.