Was it a lie?
Well, I found out one thing today. I don't know if it's a misunderstanding or a lie? I won't say what it's about. I think one of them lied to me. She told me that.. but it turned out to be two only. Perhaps it's a white lie, it might be better without a useless person tagging along who makes all lose freedom and lessen the number of choices available. Forget it.

I waited so long for her christmas card, but nothing was received. I just wonder why, I thought that I would be able to receive her card, but the unexpected actually happened. Do you know what I did? I checked my letterbox almost everyday, but was utterly disappointed everytime, kinda dragged my footsteps and mind was whirling with confuse. However, Jasmine was right, "is it worth thinking over this?"

And regretted for saying"best friends forever, together forever" to 'Z'. That now is a promise broken, I shouldn't have said that to her. I bet she still remembers the five words, especially when I stopped being her best friend. You can't say that she doesn't hate or dislike me now, who knows? But it's pretty lame to use the word 'hate' or 'dislike' right? That I don't understand, why it's so difficult to not think about the two words or to use the two words on someone.

Forget it.