Looking back
For the past few days, I have been searching for my kindergarten friends through friendster. I think I can really find them. I found one girl who was from the same kindergarten, and the same age as me. Just that I couldn't recall my classes which I was in. Today, I went to the store room, and started looking for my kindergarten photos, I have to admit that the boxes are really heavy, I struggled to carry them and push them aside. I told myself" use more stength, and you would be able to find the photos." I did used all my strength to carry them. My mom said that they are in one of the boxes and she told me which box it is. A box which contains my secondary one books happened to be on the top of it. No matter how hard I tried, I just couldn't move it. But in the end, I managed to, I didn't know how I did it. But anyway, I couldn't find the photos in the box. I felt so silly, I used so much strength to carry the box on top of it just to retrieve the photos, and it turned out that they aren't in the box. So I moved some boxes and continued searching, all my efforts went down the drain. I gave up, the only thing which I am happy about was that I still remember which box to place at a certain place. If I failed to do that, my mom will nag at me.

Going library soon, if my dad can't drive me there, maybe I have to try 855 by myself. I couldn't trust myself. I used my imagination to think how it would be like, it seems easy, like it's very comfortable.

Lol, my saving is decreasing. Can't go out with Jacie because of that. My mom said that she won't fork out the money for me anymore, she said that since I want to go out, I have to use my own money. At first, I was angry. But I thought to myself"she is right, why use her money when I want to go out?" Jasmine said that she was jealous when I went out with Jillian and Ally on the other day, haha. Actually, Jasmine, there's no need to be jealous. If I only go out with you, wouldn't you find that weird? She thought that I would be angry if she tells me that, lol, instead I ain't angry at all, I have to thank her for her honesty.