Back in the past
An interesting thing today.. I met up with Jasmine at Bukit Merah Central, she showed me something which somehow dampened my mood. Makes me feel more confuse, and scared. It's like going one circle, and I don't understand how it goes. Forget it. Today when I was in the Library with Jasmine, I was looking for a chinese book, there was a man beside me, and then when I bent down a bit, I thought to myself"where did that man go?how come he's not there?" At that moment, I felt my butt knocking onto something, I thought to myself" how come the distance between two shelves are so near?I just moved two steps back." And I looked behind, the man was there! I jumped, and said"oops! Sorry, sorry!" When my butt knocked onto him,he still stood there, it's like either he didn't know that or feigning ignorance, he should have moved away immediately,I was wearing a skirt.He did something normal but not really right when he sat on a bench, I was like suddenly turned to look at him when he did that, and then pretended to be reading my book when he turned to look at us, I forced myself not to laugh, he walked away after a few seconds, and then we started laughing, I cried. And another man, he walked past Jasmine and me who happened to sit on the bench at that time, he looked at us and then at me, I wasn't imagining anything. He just kept on looking, and then me too did that. He even sat down on the floor beside the shelve almost my front, but not very near. So I was like" precaution!" He was still looking and then I covered my face with a book.

I had a great chat with Jillian today about the past, I really missed the times. Although our hearts remained as one, sometimes that isn't true, we could just say"hi" and then "bye" when we see each other in school. But I can say that Ally and her are my best friends ever, we quarrelled sometimes but forgot about everything the next day. We chased each other in school like it was no one's business, we played like we were small kids, we laughed like the whole world's with us, we danced as though there was music played, we cried as though something big happened, we fought with each other using hands, trying to see who has the greatest strength, we share happiness and sadness like real sisters. I love them, wahahhaa XD