An awkward feeling.
I did too much thinking, and the fact is that it's not my fault. I feel so relieved now, and happy of course. Jasmine, I really thought that it was me, feeling quite awkward now. And you are right, I shouldn't use vulgarities, it's time I make a change, it's really inappropriate for me to do that again.

In her post, she mentioned that she won't add on to my misery, since I am already frustrated. Actually she wasn't wrong in any way, problems are inevitable, they just come unexpectedly. No matter how hard you try to comfort yourself, the sadness and hurt are still there. I can understand that, so this is the point of time you need friends.But when friends are not there, the only thing you could do is to post it into your blog to relieve yourself. She isn't an obstruction. So, I shouldn't blame her if she comes to me to tell her problems, as that isn't her fault.Who wants problems anyway? I don't want it either.

I can't be ro rude and ignorant anymore. Maybe whenever I talk back with my mom, her heart is shattering inside. I should reflect on my own laziness and rudeness which cause the criticism from her.

My younger brother loves punching me, especially my arm. Today, he punched my upper arm and I felt this pain and then followed by the numb semsation. It sure hurts, not emotionally. I thought my arm was breaking, I tried giving him a punch in return but I missed.