Really could not..
The Graduation ceremony of secondary four and five students was held in the school hall on Monday.I was so sad.When I saw him getting on stage, receiving the certificate.Like a sudden sadness.
Today, I saw him with a girl looking at the notice board, seems very close to each other.Might be his gf or a friend. I felt so angry, probably jealous? You know? I felt like punching him and kick him to another place, scolding him and slapping him. I hope tt he would turn better, enter a good school and have a good life and never ever try to flirt. Although I am angry with him, but I still hope tt he would do well.I can't be so selfish and cling onto somebody whom I don't know.Talking about sadness, there is too much to say.Sadness everywhere, deep in my heart.Yesterday, I listened to a song 'Desperado' by Eagles.It seems to be able to bring out my emotions.And I heard it for over fifty plus times yesterday. Maybe it's really time to forget, but I just could not. He is not a good guy, why am I still thinking about him?
Friendship problem is back. Zilin gave me a letter.Talking about her feelings, she hope tt we would be like before. Jasmine thinks tt she cried because she wants people to pity her, and to make us look like people who abandoned her and made her cry. Zilin made up stories which made the friendships among our classmates and us to be fragile.Jasmine thinks tt way as evidences are against her. I think tt Zilin might have misunderstood what others told her and told us and created these misunderstandings.And Jasmine thought tt I was mad, she meant tt I shouldn't be deceiving myself.