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9/01/2006
Recalling
Yesterday, I thought about everything which happened lately and yesterday, the events which took place in the day.I realised tt I am far too petty.And, I am missing something,I couldn't take tt thing off my mind.I started realising tt.I started missing the coincidences, missing the look, missing the way, missing everything.Just kidding.Even me myself doesn't know wad I am thinking now, lots of things are running in my mind, like they couldn't be forgotten, like they had became a part of me.Okay, spouting nonsense now.I really don't know.

I broke the umbrella today, it's exaggerating but it's true.Actually I didn't really broke it by myself, it's with the help of my brother, he was holding the end, and I was holding another end, and then the next thing I knew was tt-it broke.I placed my books on the chair, and then when it's lunch time, he just placed my books on the floor and took the chair away, that's okay.And after sometime, he walked past my books and I realised tt some of my books were not in place.I glared at him, couldn't I even do tt?He said"wad?nt happy is it?see see see!"Then he hit me on my arms for a few times, I said"it's okay, I will tolerate."He said"tolerate?okay, go on!"He continued hitting.Just as he wants to walk away, I had grabbed his shirt,I stood up.And he went shouting for help.I said"stop disturbing me, and stop hitting me!"While I grabbed his shirt.He reached for the nearest umbrella and whacked me with it for a few times.I stood there like a statue, not moving,hoping tt he would stop and walk away.He didn't, he continued,and I held onto the umbrella tightly.He managed to get the umbrella off my hands, and he decided to play tricks on me,he appeared to be going to whack me again, but in actual fact, he didn't.My reaction was to use my arms to fend myself.He said"scared is it?aiyo, scaredy cat."I managed to grab hold of the umbrella and I was holding onto the end of the umbrella, while my brother was holding onto the other end of it.And it broke.I walked back to my seat and sat down, he took the umbrella to show it to Mom, saying-see?look at the umbrella, she broke it,it wasn't just my fault, it's also her fault.I said"that idiot" to my elder brother.He just couldn't wait to hear Mom scolding me, how eager he was.Sigh.. he didn't have a chance to sit down to watch a show.My Mom didn't scold me.

I don't know if I am starting to miss the coincidences, and him.Maybe I would go to sleep, having wonderful dreams, letting my imagination run wild.Just kidding.

Loving blue, it gives me a wonderful feeling.

~ { 9/01/2006 09:20:00 PM }
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