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9/13/2006
Only words to say about these.
Today quarrelled with Jasmine.I admit tt I hadn't changed my bad temper to a good one, but I felt really angry when she said"don't follow me, you go with her lor,I don't want her to follow me." And ZIlin and her were like laughing, and I was sitting with Jacie.Jacie said"it looks like Jasmine and Zilin have reconciled."I said"oh, that's great !" I mean it. She said"then are you feeling sad or what?" I said"nope, I am happy for them, if they reconcile, they are happy, and I am also happy." And she said"so why are you not smiling?" I was fed up, and I said"when there is nothing for me to smile about, wad do you want me to do, can you just..?"I wanted to say" can you just shut up, leave me alone."And I stopped in time, if not, she would feel hurt.

Today after school, went to the canteen with Jasmine.When we arrived at the canteen, I noticed something.A group of boys were looking at us, I don't mean tt I'm pretty. I think there are other reasons. They were really looking at us, and I felt uneasy.After putting down our bags, we went on to buy our lunch, after tt, Jasmine walked past them, like they were invisible.Of course I have to walk past them too, and I was like pretending tt I hadn't noticed them.You know? I could feel tt they had turned their heads to look at us again, but I didn't looked back.We looked for a table, and I still saw them look at us, I forced myself to eat.I don't think Jasmine had noticed them, and actually I have seen them looking at us on almost all days.They are not perverts, but I think it's because of.. But anyway, it's impossible.One of them had tried saying "hi" when I was with Jacie few weeks or months ago.I didn't dare to reply them, so I pretended tt I didn't heard them, and continued walking.Then, I heard another guy saying to the guy who said"hi" to us,"you see?!told you." If there is another "hi", should I reply? Haha..like it's basic courtesy, and I would be rude if I don't reply.

~ { 9/13/2006 09:55:00 PM }
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