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8/26/2006
The whole
Jasmine, if you want to know wad happened tt night.I could tell you now.Almost the whole story.I will give you a clear one.At first, I was angry with her.But now, I don't think so.

I went home late.I rushed through everything to do the Scientist project.I knew tt I have to complete it otherwise we would all fail.She told me tt she could help me save into a diskette after I completed everything.After deleting some words, I called her and told her to copy and paste them into Microsoft Word for word counting.I admit tt I was lazy, but it's right tt she helps me.I couldn't possibly complete everything by myself and you know?Like I deserve to do everything.She said tt she doesn't know how to, she sounded unwilling to do tt.So, I replied her"Forget it, I will do it by myself!"Then, I slammed down the phone while my tears rolled down my cheeks.My elder brother saw me crying.I started copy and paste them into Microsoft Word when she called me, I ignored the first call.She called again, this time round, I answered.She said"I know how to count already."But, I said"nevermind, I will do it by myself, I am doing the summary now, bye!"Well, I deserve it.Who asked me to be so stubborn, but if you were me, when you were at the point of anger, you would declined everything.After doing, it was already about ten plus.I called her, I was told tt she had slept.I was even more angry, she had said tt she would help me save them into a diskette and in the end, she slept first.I couldn't save them into a diskette so I decided to print them out, printed halfway through when the printer broke down.I was pissed off.I felt so helpess.I kept a lookout for my family before I started crying again.I sat on the chair, crying, blaming myself, blaming her, wondering why everything is against me.After sometime, I wiped my tears and told my Dad tt the printer had boken down.Like this, the time dragged on, it was already about eleven plus.I told my dad to help me print them out at night, I want to sleep first.He said"it will be done soon, you will print them out."Then I waited for a few minutes and I couldn't stand it.I lost my temper due to my tiredness.Then, my dad agreed to help me after much bugging.I left the room crying.My parents were shocked to see me crying like tt, they hadn't seen me crying like tt before.I was on my bed crying till 12 am till I slept.

I have decided to forgive and forget.When I saw her on Friday, I began to feel tt I would be harsh to her if I am angry with her.I don't know what is wrong with me.Anyway, it's over and what's done cannot be undone, so it's pointless to be angry with her.I was angry with her for sleeping before she save the information into a diskette, telling me tt she doesn't know how to word count the words, making me cry.Letting me feel tt no one is there to help me.I was actually thinking of how I should end, when I thought of all of you and my family.I couldn't bear to do tt, and decided tt things would turn for the better.I want to have a happy teenage life.

~ { 8/26/2006 10:41:00 PM }
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