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8/18/2006
No time..
I have been busy for the past few days, therefore, I didn't post any.I was busy with the scientist project, homework, tests and a few more.Alot of things happened in the past few days tt I couldn't even recall some of them.

I realised tt Jasmine and I have been neglecting Zilin for the past few days as we were always playing.Zilin was unhappy about tt.Of course, if I were her, I would be like tt too.But, she told us not to play, therefore, we have no choice but to leave her out.But coming to think about it, she is really neglected by us and it doesn't feels good and she is really sad.That time after YEC, it's about 4.30pm, she told us to go to the library with her.I asked Jasmine if she wants to go, and Jasmine also asked me.Actually, I wasn't really willing to go as I have to get home earlier.But, how could I say"Zilin, you go yourself la, I don't have time."Jasmine and I were not able to make a decision.Then Zilin said"nevermind la, you two go home la, I go myself, is it so difficult to make a decision?!Then she walked away.I was stunned, really.Yesterday, Design & Tech pratical lesson, Jasmine sat with me.Zilin looked really unhappy about it.And why?I let ZIlin sit with Jasmine for almost every lesson and why can't she just let me sit with her for at least one time?After the lesson, she said"do you know why I let the two of you sit together?""It's because I don't want to interrupt the two of you."Fine! she wants to sit with jasmine right?Okay! "you can always choose what you want, I can't choose as I am always the stupid one."

Today, she told me tt she has been feeling sad and hurt when she sees Jasmine and I playing, leaving her out.She said tt sometimes she cries at night when she thought of our friendship.I'm deeply guilty about tt.But we didn't mean it.When we play with her, she will say"stop it la, don't play, so childish."Then, how should we not leave her out?I don't understand.She told Jasmine and I to go for recess by ourselves, and tt she will go with others.I have somehow apologised.I told her not to be angry.But, she is still like this.If she is unhappy about Jasmine sitting with me during the Design & Tech lesson, then at most I will change seat.I'm deeply guilty when she told me tt she cries at night, and I'm really sorry for neglecting her.

~ { 8/18/2006 10:25:00 PM }
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