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8/27/2006
My mistake
I read her blog, I don't know how to express myself.(I am not a les)I just felt a sudden sadness,she thought tt the problem lies on her, but I think it's actually me.I said tt I would share weal and woes with all my best friends, tt means her too.I failed to do so.She said after she read my blog, her heart sank.She didn't get to comfort me as I didn't tell her my problem face to face to her.She thought tt it's just her wishful thinking tt we are best friends.I found nothing wrong with her.If she was angry with me for not telling her wad happened about the Scientist project, tt means it's something good, she cares for me as a best friend.How could I comfort myself at this time?..Really hopeless.But, anyway, I do comfort myself at times.

She sms me today telling me tt she has something to discuss with me(not Jasmine).I called her immediately upon seeing the message.Oops, I forgot wad she told me, but we talked abit about homework and so on, and she told me something."I bought a new..." "!!",was wad I had in mind.I said"a new...?"I actually wanted to say"why are you telling me this?"Then, I said"it must be very nice, so good.."Actually I mean wad I said, it's just tt she doesn't have to tell me about tt.Sharing good news with me. I appreciated tt.Of course it's something good.

I couldn't believe it, at first it's her, then Zilin, then Jasmine.Things change so quickly, like problems changed everything.Just a small conflict caused a big change.Jealousy was the main cause, I guess.And left out was another one.I recalled almost everything.I remembered once, recently, Jasmine told me tt she could help me with the Science homework the minute I call her up.In the night, I really called her, she said"I go and take my angel's wings and then fly down to Earth to help you."And she started laughing.I didn't get her, so I thought for a while, and then after a minute or so, I said"orh" while laughing.Then, she said"why did you laugh only by now?"I really have slow reactions.After tt, she told me tt one friend of ours didn't do the first question, and I asked her a question"why she didn't do?why she doesn't want to do?"She didn't get me and kept on saying"huh?" and I kept on repeating the question.Finally, she said"orh, how I know?!"At tt moment, I then realised tt I have wasted a few minutes just to ask her a stupid question,"why she didn't do?"Why did I ask her tt?And how was she supposed to know why?Then, we started laughing again.

Smile, smile, smile.


~ { 8/27/2006 10:07:00 PM }
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