<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/23910789?origin\x3dhttp://anywaezitsme.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

8/24/2006
I cried
The Scientist Project was rejected by the teacher on Wednesday, reason is because the summary were too long.On tt day, I have cca, so I couldn't stay back.Today, after swimming lesson, I walked to the school and realised tt the school library was closed.So, I decided to come home and complete.When I arrived at home, it was already late, as my Dad and I waited for my elder brother's dismissal.When I came home, I really rushed.I deleted some of the words, one of my team mates said tt she will save them in a diskette, so when I completed them, I called her to count the words using Microsoft word.She said tt she doesn't know how to.Fine! I do it by myself again.I slammed down the phone and my tears welled up in my eyes, almost everything is done by me.I don't need the teachers to know anything about this.I was halfway through when she called me, she told me tt she knows how to count already.I was already halfway through and at the same time, I was already angry,I said"I am doing it now, call you later, bye."I realised tt they are short of words, I cracked my brain and added some words to the process skills.My tears was rolling down my cheeks while I was doing tt.She called again, first time, I didn't answer, second time she called, I answered to the call and told her tt I will call back later as I was doing the summary.Then after tt, about 10 plus, I called her, as I have completed everything, I guess, and I was told tt she had slept.And I was like.."sleeping?you haven't saved all these..how could you?!how could you do this to me?!"I thought to myself.I was so angry, cried again.I used my sleeve to wipe my tears.And I decided to print them out by myself as I was unable to save them into a diskette.I printed halfway through and the printer jammed.I was pissed off, I cried again.Wiped my tears and I told my Dad tt the printer jammed.

I was so tired and yet I know tt I can't sleep.The scientist Project was rejected by the teacher, I was so disappointed, the first time round, it was all done almost by me.This time too.One has tuition, another one has band, another one went to Tiong Bahru.I haven't even revised for my math test tomorrow, she slept earlier than I do, how lucky she was.I might fail the math test.Forget it. It will be me who fails, who cares, as long as she passes, she is happy, I am nothing.A test meant alot to me.And my emotions were affected badly by this.All I know is cry.I felt so helpless.So stressed.Could anyone understand?This is the worst birthday gift I had.She has the guts, good! I am not going to do anything to her.I will just remember everything.I don't want the teachers to know anything about this. I calmed myself down but to no avail.

~ { 8/24/2006 11:01:00 PM }
Anywhere you are;