I am lost..
First day of being the Vice Chairman.Well, I'm beginning to feel tt I'm not up to it.I was lost today, in lessons, I couldn't concentrate, especially during the Science lessons.I felt so stressed.I tried to concentrate, tried to understand wad the teacher was talking about.But, I just couldn't get it right.And after the teacher explained, we were told to do our pratical book, I am even lost.And we were told to discuss with our partners,I was feeling so frustrated so I decided to do it on my own first,so as to prevent myself from losing my temper.I tried to understand the questions, I realised tt my partner also don't understand the questions.So,I was really mad.I really controlled myself.After tt, it was the math lesson.When we were standing outside the homeroom, she touched my hair saying"your hair'stand up' already,here a little bit come out already."She kept on touching my hair.Of course I know tt my hair was messy.I told her to stop it, she just kept on saying and touching.I said"CAN you STOP touchING my hAIr?!"I was really tolerating.Really.I almost shouted at her.Why am I lacking confidence?Why am I so incapable?Sigh..I am still going to try my best.Till I feel tt I have given my best and yet I still can't achieve wad is needed or expected.Celeste is stupid?Maybe..

Wad is wrong with me?I will try concentrating tomorrow.For the sake of everyone and myself.I can do it right?Hey, I think I am really mad.A while, I will say tt I am lost, stressed.Another moment,I am saying tt I will try.In the end, nothing comes out.Still the same old person who doesn't even have confidence and has only worries.

Classmates,I am really going to try my best.To keep the disappointment at the lowest level.But, that is impossible.I am not good in anything.Here I goes again.Nevermind, I will try! I wish myself good luck.Whenever I sees my form teacher's face, I'm really worried tt I will do something wrong and get scolded.Okay, okay, I try!