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8/12/2006
Can I really do it?
I told my fren to promise me one thing"if I'm sad, you have to comfort me please?"It's about the vice chairman thingy.Well, I think I am really mad.She answered"sure."Haha, and I asked her if I am fit to be the vice chairman, I just want to like get some comments and maybe it could make me feel better.I asked a male classmate of mine if I'm good enough.I'm really worrying.He told me to tell myself"I can do it, I can do it, I can do it, I will lead the class, everything will be fine."Actually, I have been doing tt for years.No kidding.Maybe all my worries are extras, maybe on Monday, the teacher will change her mind and say"I've decided to change the vice chairman."I can't imagine my reactions, would I be sad or happy?Haha, I don't know.Isn't tt weird of me?I'm not smart, I have a bad sense of direction, slow reactions, no leadership qualities, not good at doing anything, good at spouting nonsense, good at looking at the ground, there is nothing good about me.Maybe some of my frens would be angry with me for condemning myself.But since that is the truth, I don't have to hide anything.Therefore, please don't be angry with me.What I need most is self-confidence.I don't think I even have 1% of it.

Another worry is the Science test result.My teacher told us to be prepared to stay back from Monday to Friday.Alright, actually, I don't really worry about this as long as I'm able to spend the time with my frens.

I have been trying to change my temper as much as I could to be a better fren as well as a better person.Well, no one would like to have a bad-tempered fren right?Of course I wouldn't want any of my frens to dislike me, so, don't worry, I will change! Besides tt, I want to learn to be independent, to be able to make decisions myself, to be able to do things by myself.I'm turning thirteen this year, I can't expect my parents to worry about me right?I want to study hard to make them happy.I'm trying to save up in case of any rainy days.I am hoping to be able to make lots of frens, so tt wherever I am in the school, I have frens around me.

Well,since Jasmine gave me something which symbolises our frenship, therefore, I made her something too.Hope tt she will like it.You all must be feeling bored whenever I talk about my day right?Haha, I'm like tt, very irritating and troublesome.


~ { 8/12/2006 10:02:00 PM }
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