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7/11/2006
Wad can I say?
Not bad, I got scolded by my chinese teacher yesterday.I forgot to bring the worksheet back home on Friday.And Monday,my fren and I called her in the morning.She said tt she will give us the worksheets during mother tongue lesson.After the mother tongue lesson, my fren and I asked her again, then my fren got back her paper, and mine?the teacher said tt the paper is not with her.Well? wad can I say?I told her again and again tt I didn't bring home the paper.Then she didn't get wad I mean and she said"you lost the paper?""you left it under the table?"I told her again and again but she just don't get wad I mean.And she started scolding me.Maybe she was not scolding me..And she said"looks like you are not good at expressing yourself,I guess your chinese is still not good."Then I was like..I nodded my head.Then after tt, she told me to photocopy the piece of paper, and she continued saying something, I didn't get wad she mean, but I think its not something very nice..Well, at least I know tt she still cares for me..Thats the only way to comfort myself anyway.

My mom just love picking on me..when I am using the computer, she will say"I said all of you can only use the computer during the weekends, why are you using today?"Then when my younger brother used the computer, she didn't say anything..Wad can I say?Besides having all those feelings..

Finally, I realised a really big mistake which I have made! A really big one..Firstly, thanks for letting me realise the mistake.Secondly,I have wasted my time before realising my mistake.Thirdly,You are OUT!I guess..Now,recalling wad my fren said to me in the past,I feel tt I am really a big fool.Forget it..

Disappointed with some ppl,sometimes, my mom, my frens, anyone..they just make me feel tt its tiring..and they hurt me with their words..everytime its like this..I just can't find peace.Hurting me with your words, yeah, really hurts, so wad? that is me, not you..even if I cried to sleep, so be it..But spare a thought for my feelings..you ppl just don't even understand a bit of me and its useless..really.

Mass Jog-Two of my close frens said"please don't come too close to us."Then I showed some kind of expression, which was sad, hurt,and angry.I said"okay then."Then I moved behind.The reason tt they said tt to me was because another fren was with me and they don't really like others to invade their privacy so they made a sacriface which was me..telling me all those rubbish when they like.I was really angry with them.They sacrifaced me and told me not to be angry.They can't even spare a thought for my feelings.how sad was tt?Firstly, one of my close frens said"please don't come too close to us."another one said"ya lor."Wad they meant was tt I should not jogged with them, I should not join them during the jog..The fren who was with me asked me "why?" I can't just tell her"they want you to move away."I have never thought of casting her to one side or telling her to move away, stay away from me.I just told her"they are like this, its okay, we will jog on our own."Actually, inside was feeling very terrible..I guessed she knows how I felt too.Its quite obvious even though I forced a smile.

~ { 7/11/2006 10:06:00 PM }
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