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7/09/2006

Sigh..
Yesterday, I was told to sweep the floor outside, I was reluctant, but was forced to do so.I swept,swept and swept.Then, my mom shouted at me"YOU CALL TT SWEEPING?YOU USED TOO LITTLE STRENGTH!YOU NEVER EAT ANYTHING IN THE MORNING IS IT?!"Well, I cried yesterday.My mom hit my head! She wants me to eat two capsules of cod liver oil everyday.I ate two in the morning, she woke up in the afternoon, so she don't know tt.Then, after sometime when she woke up, she told me to eat two, I told her tt I've already eaten,she don't believe me, so I took out another two, swallowed one, and just as I was about to swallow another one, she hit my head,she said"since you have already swallowed two, why must you still eat another two?"Then I cried! haha..Then she shouted at me"YOU DON'T HAVE TO CRY!SO BIG ALREADY STILL CRY,DON'T LET PPL LAUGH AT YOU!WHO ASKED YOU TO BE SO HOT-TEMPERED?WHO ASKED YOU TO MAKE ME ANGRY?THE MORE HOT-TEMPERED YOU ARE, THE MORE I'M GOING TO SCOLD YOU!"I was so sad..when she told me to sweep the floor, I was angry and sad, but I told myself tt sweeping is nothing, its a form of exercise.Finally, cried this week! yay!Now, I know the reason why I feel happier with my frens.I was told to sweep, my younger brother was told to water the plants, my elder brother was told to wash the basin.Mine was the best!

Today,felt sad again, not because I was scolded by my mom.It is because of something..which is stupid.I told myself tt I've given up on him.But, I still can't.It's time I really give up!I don't hate him, I'm just a little bit angry.haha..well,stupid! Anyway, he don't know anything.It has been such a long time, for I think months or even a year.. haha.I thought tt would end someday.It did not! It's sad but..stupid, stupid and stupid.I am sure this would end..The "him" will be out of my mind.

Finally, I have bought another two books!I've waited for at least one month.I pleaded with my mom.Haha.She said"next time buy la."Then I said "today!you told us to read more books, when I want to read more books, you told me to read them next time, when I don't want to read, you will be there scolding again."She has got no choice.haha.

My mom asked my elder brother a question, my brother don't understand her.Then my mom said"I wonder why all of you have slow reactions?"Then I spoke"maybe we inherited tt from Dad and you,well, no wonder, we have slow reactions.So, thats how we got tt."Then my mom was so angry, she said"I'm not asking you a question, you better shut up!"Then I said"children inherited characteristics from their parents, thats a fact!"My mom stared at me.

Sigh, at home, most of the time, I really feel very sad, I can't even find a corner in the house which is quiet.And my younger brother just love irritating me, causing me to lose concentration.Sometimes, I am really angry with him, he can just leave his bowl on the table after dinner and in the end, my Dad will be the one clearing up for him.Once, he said"You are not my sister, you are from a garbage, I don't know you!"Cool, nice sentence, till now, it's still echoing in my mind, it has been a long time.He can't understand me.Forget it! even my parents didn't comment on anything when he said tt to me.So, why should I try telling them everything?

~ { 7/09/2006 09:55:00 PM }
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