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7/18/2006
Let me have a peaceful mind..
Yesterday, as soon as I arrived at the sch hall, my fren started telling me about her new phone.It's black in colour, its cool..She told me tt it's black, its cool, it has MP3, it has a better camera, it's nice, she is happy..Frankly speaking, I am happy for her too, not jealous, just angry.She has to only tell me once as I am only beside her, but instead she told me again and again..At first, I am feeling very normal, then after tt I realised tt she is going further and further, again and again, and I was like..I didn't know wad to tell her as I don't want to spoil her mood and day.It's bad to spoil her mood when she has got a new phone.She didn't brought her phone to sch, she just described it, and I could imagine, it would be really cool! yeah..erm..she needn't repeat to me about its features and so on as I have been listening to her while she was talking and I could understand.These came from my heart.. I am happy for her, her phone is cool and nice, but she need not repeat as the more times she repeated it, the more I think tt she is being boastful.Of course I hope and believe tt she is not a boastful person, maybe she was just excited over her phone and forgot about my feelings.Seriously, I am happy for her and do hope tt she won't repeat again.Sorry if wad I said hurt tt person or make anyone else feel unhappy about it, but these are the truth on how I felt.

Not much time spent with two of my best frens in my class today.Yeah..not use to it, used to it.. both.I spent my time with another fren.Actually, she is not a bad fren, maybe she just offends me unknowingly. She asked me"can I join the three of you for recess?"I said"actually, you can join other frens too, you don't really have to join us if you want to join others."Okay, frankly speaking, basically, I spoke without sparing a thought for her feelings.After I finished saying tt, I then realised wad I said might have made her feel sad.Then she asked me"why I cannot join the three of you?can i join?"Then I said"I mean you can join us if you want to, but you can also join others."Maybe I've hurt her with my first sentence?I felt bad about it, her expression told me tt she felt disappointed and sad after hearing wad I said.But I didn't mean it.Trust me!


I have a feeling tt someone hates me, any reason.I can accept and change as much as I can.I have a clear conscience, maybe I am just too sensitive, but I just want to know on wad I can improve in so as to be a better fren.If someone really hates me, then.. if you don't tell me, how do I know and how can I change?Seriously, hope to be a better fren..

~ { 7/18/2006 09:51:00 PM }
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